Become an Alchemist
Direct transmission. Private space. No dilution.
Why This Space?
This is not a course.
Not a program.
Not a promise of fixing you.
This is a monthly initiation into perception, shadow, and embodied knowing.
Alchemy is not about becoming “better.”
It’s about learning how to stay present while your inner world is rearranging itself.
How to hold paradox.
How to stop outsourcing your authority to teachers, systems, and spiritual cosmetics.
How to look directly at what moves you, disturbs you, opens you, and breaks you — without flinching and without dramatizing it.
Inside this membership, you are not taught what to think.
You are trained to see.
Each month you receive:
Weekly written transmissions
Raw, unfiltered, blog-style.
No motivational packaging, no sanitized spirituality....what is actually alive in me that month...the patterns I’m tracking, the shadows I’m walking, the questions that don’t have polite answers yet.
Filmed rituals for the living cycles of the month
At minimum the New Moon and Full Moon.
When major planetary alignments occur, those are included as well.
This is real ritual work, not aesthetic theater.
Each ritual comes with written explanation of the symbolism, the energetic mechanics, and what is being moved, opened, or sealed.
Extra for Alchemists
Two live 90-minute group sessions with me every month
No fixed topic, no curriculum.
This is a live field: questions, dialogue, confrontation, clarification, integration.
You don’t come to be lectured....you come to be met.
Why Cross the Threshold?
This space is for people who are done with spiritual bypassing, performance healing, and borrowed language.
For those who feel the pull toward their own depth and are tired of pretending it’s comfortable.
For those who are willing to sit in the fire long enough to understand it instead of trying to transcend it.
You are not here to be saved.
You are here to remember how to stand in the human ability of meaning-making.
That is what becoming an Alchemist actually means.
Don’t overthink it. Step in now.
Initiate
$15
per month
5 Day Free Trial
Core Membership
This is the foundational layer.
A living, unsynchronized space that follows real cycles and real process, not a curriculum.
Each month you receive:
One long-form written transmission
Raw, blog-style. What is actually moving, unfolding, and being understood that month. No motivational framing, no spiritual bypassing.
Filmed ritual work
At minimum the New Moon and Full Moon, plus any major planetary alignments that occur during the month. These are the rituals as I perform them, shared as they happen. Each one comes with written explanation of the symbolism and inner mechanics.
This layer is for those who want continuity, rhythm, and direct transmission without the pressure of performance, progress, or personal spotlight.
It is not a course and not therapy...it is an ongoing immersion in perception, cycles, and alchemical process as it is actually lived.
This is the foundational layer.
A living, unsynchronized space that follows real cycles and real process, not a curriculum.
Each month you receive:
One long-form written transmission
Raw, blog-style. What is actually moving, unfolding, and being understood that month. No motivational framing, no spiritual bypassing.
Filmed ritual work
At minimum the New Moon and Full Moon, plus any major planetary alignments that occur during the month. These are the rituals as I perform them, shared as they happen. Each one comes with written explanation of the symbolism and inner mechanics.
This layer is for those who want continuity, rhythm, and direct transmission without the pressure of performance, progress, or personal spotlight.
It is not a course and not therapy...it is an ongoing immersion in perception, cycles, and alchemical process as it is actually lived.
Alchemist
$45
per month
This is the second layer for those who want direct contact and live field work.
It includes everything in The initate field, plus two additional 90-minute group sessions each month:
Shadow Salon (Hot Seat)
A small group live space where 2–3 people per session bring a real question, situation, or inner tension. We discuss the underlying patterns, projections, and unconscious mechanics in real time. Others witness and learn through resonance and mirroring. This is not therapy or coaching, but live alchemical seeing.
Initiate Roundtable
An open dialogue circle. No fixed topic, no curriculum. We track what is alive in the group and in the collective field, explore blind spots, and map archetypal and psychological dynamics as they emerge. This space exists for thinking together, sensing together, and refining perception.
This layer is for those who want interaction, not just content.
Not to be “worked on,” but to be inside a living field where insight is generated through contact, tension, and shared inquiry.
It includes everything in The initate field, plus two additional 90-minute group sessions each month:
Shadow Salon (Hot Seat)
A small group live space where 2–3 people per session bring a real question, situation, or inner tension. We discuss the underlying patterns, projections, and unconscious mechanics in real time. Others witness and learn through resonance and mirroring. This is not therapy or coaching, but live alchemical seeing.
Initiate Roundtable
An open dialogue circle. No fixed topic, no curriculum. We track what is alive in the group and in the collective field, explore blind spots, and map archetypal and psychological dynamics as they emerge. This space exists for thinking together, sensing together, and refining perception.
This layer is for those who want interaction, not just content.
Not to be “worked on,” but to be inside a living field where insight is generated through contact, tension, and shared inquiry.